"Childhood sweethearts long lost crush"

Remember as a child you remember a certain time in place like a play ground you meet others surround you. He comes to you while your pouting to see how you are doing hoping you don't notice he is crushing on you. You see him too but you don't say a word... You wonder why he is asking if your okay... But then he laughs at you and you think what the heck? But he does it, not to let you in on how he truly feels and that if his way of making you not even come close to what he actually thinks about you... In time and distance he looks at you. In time and distance you notice him and glance at him but you as well do not want to show you like him too... So you both act like strangers which becomes so much more then distant... You become the perfect strangers... Growing up together having come together because of school you two continue to play the game of silent distance friends. You both have one connection with each other with certain friends and family yet not even that helps to figure out you two have these feelings for one another. The last time you laid your eyes on him... was seeing him say something to your friend, his family and you notice him notice you but neither realize or thinks to approach the opportunity to see if you two can have anything... You see him walk away not knowing that would be the last time you see your childhood crush sweet heart... Through many years that pass you by, you wonder here and there, his where about, but more like a broken heart memory that never came to exist. As children you know it was because of shyness innocence. As teenagers was the fact neither knew how to approach one another. As adults you've gone through many obstacles, you've voiced your thoughts and gained the confidence that God allowed one another a chance to see how they can come about. Came to find out they both do match and have been able to express what they feel. What will happen now? Only time can tell. Only they can lead the way to where they want to go and see as adults what they want this to be. Maybe life was intended this way from the beginning so that they would learn more about themselves before God can put them in each others paths again...They will never know unless they start now.... It has begun as grown ups they told each other what they never could tell one another as children or as teenagers. Now is where they stand and well the future holds that knowledge... God holds their strength and commitment they have for one another to see if they can now try what never came about...........

Mexiqueen~